Day 9 - Oh, what a blah day

Here is a picture at the plaza in Kansas City during college at KU.

(I'm second from the left)

In this picture I am heavier than I would now like to be but

a lot smaller than I actually am right now.

I didn't like how heavy I was but, at this time,

I was letting it bother me like it does now.

Today has been a blah day. Nothing actually that bad happened, just didn't seem to be going right. Today was my daughter's first day back to speech therapy since Christmas break, so I was really unmotivated to get up and go...but we did. It was really cold and windy this morning (I know, I know...not as blistering cold as it has been, but it was still cold) so it was hard.

I show up at the school, running a little late. So, I get Viv and I out and start up the steps, which Viv insisted I carry her up. Any of you that have seen the steps at Memorial Middle School will know that they are old, falling apart and not really that safe at all. Not to mention there is a lot of them. I am yelling profanities at the school (in my head) for the fact that the steps hadn't been cleaned off so they are still covered in snow and ice. I am desperately trying not to drop my child down the rickety, nasty steps. I get up to the doors, and they are locked. There's a note saying that all doors are locked except the doors by the playground. (again, yelling profanities in my head wondering why no one bothered to tell me this...and also, trying to figure out where the damn playground is). So, Viv and I start back to the car but this time, I make her walk because I'm not sure I could make it down the steps this time without dropping her. We start driving around until I find the playground, I then go to park and its only 15 min parking. I decide, what the hell and park anyways. Take Viv in and the teacher says its fine to park there, so I leave my car. Luckily, no ticket when I left.

Even worse than that story is the fact that the pants I had on today were a tight pair. So, the whole day I'm feeling like a fat ass. Why didn't I just change my pants, you ask. I don't know besides the fact they I don't think I currently own any pants I feel good in.

No gym today but I did some crunches here at the house.

My calories today were 1248.

See you all tomorrow!